From then on, he openly courted my friendship, constantly talking about the size of my meat, as he called it, and our sleeping naked together. His eyes had immediately dropped to my crotch and lingered over the swollen fullness he discovered there. Yeah, sure, I'd think to myself as he talked, what you're really interested in has been obvious since the first time we showered together.

It's just part of growing up, exploring stuff with guys you can trust. 'But I did it with some guys last year in high school and discovered a lot about myself. 'I'm not gay or anything,' Lance kept saying.